The Aging Narcissist: Adding Dementia to the Mix
By: Christine Hammond LMHC
Despite
what a narcissist will pontificate, even they are subject to the effects of
getting older. Becoming elderly is a normal part of the developmental stage of
life for most people, but not for the narcissistic. They view aging as an
ultimate evil. Some will engage in ridiculous plastic surgery in an effort to
look as young as they feel. Others will begin a new career while their peers
are retiring. And still others will take on far younger partners.
But
what the narcissist can’t do is dodge the effects of dementia. As a progressive
indiscriminate disorder which sometimes transforms into Alzheimer's or other
disorders, dementia affects every area of the brain in a random order. What
seemed natural and habitual now becomes foreign and difficult. Memory becomes
scattered and unreliable. Familiar people become strangers or even enemies that
are out to get them.
For the
narcissist, this is completely unacceptable. Most narcissists rely heavily on
their cognitive abilities as a way of constantly demonstrating superiority over
others in performance, influence, power, beauty, or money. Any sign that it is
deteriorating or diminishing is out of the question, something that cannot and will
not be tolerated. This is when the narcissist is most at risk for suicidal
behavior.
Make no
mistake; narcissists don’t threaten suicide just to get attention, they
actually follow through on the action especially when they begin to view their
superior identity as slightly inferior. They would rather die than be revealed as
fallible, vulnerable, or depending on someone else to do the basics of life.
When a person has spent their entire life belittling and mocking those believed
to be beneath them, they cannot in the end be revealed like them.
There
are seven stages to the progression of dementia as listed below. However, how a
narcissist responds to each stage is very different from other patients. This
is because the narcissism is like a web inside their brain, affecting more than
one area.
1.
No
Dementia: No Cognitive Decline. This first stage is what
pre-dementia looks like where there is no memory loss and a person, including
the narcissist, functions normally.
2.
No Dementia: Very Mild Cognitive Decline.
As a person ages, forgetfulness becomes typical but it doesn’t impair normal
functioning. For the narcissist, their forgetfulness is often blamed on others.
3.
No
Dementia: Mild Cognitive Decline. Forgetfulness becomes more
consistent and trouble concentrating for long periods of time increases as work
performance declines. Narcissists begin to notice this stage but work very hard
to hide it from others. It is typical for them to have increased aggravation
over their perceived slowness which they frequently project onto others.
4.
Early
Stage: Moderate Cognitive Decline.Despite the best efforts of the
narcissist, their decreased cognitive abilities become apparent to others. They
typically struggle to remember even recent events, accidentally send too much
money to the electrical company, or get lost easily when in new locations.
Complex work tasks become too difficult but the narcissist won’t admit to it.
Instead they will blame others and distract with elaborate stories of past
successes. To avoid embarrassment (the Achilles heel of the narcissist), they withdraw
from family and friends. When needed, the narcissist can function at a select
event for a short period of time but as soon as it is done, so are they. The
disengagement is extreme and may even appear catatonic.
5.
Mid-Stage:
Moderately Severe Cognitive Decline.The memory deficiencies become
significant as even common tasks such as cooking, dressing, or grooming require
some sort of assistance. Some narcissists can weather this stage well if they
have a caretaker who is willing to pamper them and tolerate their aggravation.
But others slip rapidly into a depressive state which adds to the frustration.
They may not remember major life events or people any longer. However, what the
narcissist values is definitely revealed at this stage. If work over family was
important, they won’t remember family vacations but can still remember a major
deal they negotiated.
6.
Mid-Stage:
Severe Cognitive Decline. This is when suicidality becomes a
possibility if they are able to carry out the task. No longer able to care for
themselves and having embarrassing problems such as eating or bowel control,
narcissists shut down. For brief periods of time, the narcissism will disappear
and what the person would be like without it appears. This becomes a hope that
most family members cling to but the progression of the dementia is so advanced
now that it becomes discouraging. It is also common for the narcissist to have
delusional thinking such as watching something on TV and believing they are actually
doing it. Anger outbursts are common as are paranoid delusions. The narcissist
is so convincing even at this stage that they are able to draw others into
their delusional state.
7.
Late-Stage:
Very Severe Cognitive Decline. At the last stage, there is
little to no communication, psychomotor skills, or walking. Everything requires
assistance and the narcissist is a shell of what they once were. No longer able
to recognize themselves or others, all of the narcissistic symptoms have
disappeared along with their personality.
Watching
any person go through these stages is traumatic; however there is a glimmer of awareness
that is unique to a narcissist who has dementia. The key lies in remembering
the brief moments when the non-narcissistic side of them
appeared. This is who they really were, instead of whom they became.
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